The last four months I've experienced to many unexplainable emotions. And most of them bad. My thoughts have been consumed by hate and guilt and anger and bitterness. I honestly have no idea how I didn't break down and get admitted into State Hospital North. Probably because I had to keep my composure and my happy face for the littles. I still don't understand how a person can be so selfish and horrible. It absolutely breaks my heart that the girls have been forced to endure so much hurt, so many let downs, and so much pain because of how selfish their mother is...but it's finally over. This nightmare we have been forced to live in it FINALLY ended with the sweet script of Magistrate Fortier. And I am so relieved. So overjoyed. That is my happy today. That our lives can have some semblance of normalcy soon. Thank you, Derek Pica...you gave us so much reassurance and helped keep us positive through this hell. Friends: don't have kids with selfish humans then get divorced. It's a really bad idea.
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